memories of you

2007-05-08T03:28:00.001-07:00

I want to thank you, for making me smile.

My face hurts, like its been stretched a mile.

Its been along time, since I could laugh and grin.

And you definatly make me do it, again and again.

I was done with caring, and I was about to quit.

But my blown out candle, you have diffenatly re-lit.

Scares are scares, and they're beginning to heal.

And your touch is helping, to make me feel.

I wanted to write this, just to let you know.

I think the world of you, and your helping me grow.

"Broken but Beautiful"

2007-05-01T06:36:00.001-07:00

A word can bring a man, to his knees.

With the pain so deep, that noone sees.

He can go on living, but dead inside.

Just an empty soul, along for the ride.

Tears can all dry up, but no sign of life.

The one thing is gone, his beautiful love one.

This woman made him strong, and fully complete.

But now he's just a body, with two shoes on his feet.

There are men out there, that are true to the game.

They are great individuals, with noone to blame.

So if you see one of them, hold on to them tight.

And give them direction, to show them the light.

2007-04-29T22:13:00.000-07:00

She had never laid her hands upon his face
yet he felt her warm and gentle touch

She had never placed her lips upon his
yet he felt her press against his mouth

She had never stared into his eyes
yet he felt her breathtaking gaze

She had never known the mortal man
yet he felt her take possession of his immortal soul

Music & Lyrics Soundtrack?

2007-04-13T01:42:00.000-07:00

Music & Lyrics Soundtrack?

anyone have the OST of Music & Lyrics?
please send it to me! =)
thanks!

2007-04-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

2007-04-08T07:08:00.000-07:00

It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I'd memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away.

2007-04-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

Lookin' back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

2007-04-06T21:24:00.001-07:00

yesterday was Good Friday!
i went over the Desmond house at 12.15..
surprisingly, everyone was wearing formal,
everyone looking stunning! but it's a very hot weather!
after that Desmond, Ian, wee kang and i
went to alijunied mrt station to meet the rest of the people
who's going to Desmond church service.
when we reach the mrt, we saw Rina, Audrey and Yong guang..
and there are people who haven't reach the mrt! hahas..
after everyone have arrived, we take train down to orchard.
had BK for lunch.
after that cheng yeen and i went to orchard mrt station to fetch Gina, Emily and kian wei.
while we are waiting, something happen to me, a guy went over and ask me for donation.
that guy totally an ah beng, but even thought he is, i help him to donate $3..
i wonder why am i such a kind soul? oops!
after that went to Desmond/ cheng yeen church for service.
worship was awesome, cool drama put up by the church.
had a wonderful time praising and worshipping God.
after that we went to eat fast food again! i had pasta for dinner.. yummy!
after our dinner, we decided to have some fun, so we took bus to grandlink and play lan gaming!
i really had lots of fun.. thanks everyone for the wonderful day!

2007-04-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

Ouch! it hurts! =)

2007-04-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

my day was perfectly fine until the trip from bugis back home!
i was on the bus then a group of people went on board.
a guy sitting in front of me was so selfish,
that he went to put his bag beside which occupy two seats.
Come on man! there's a old guy standing and you 30++ occupying two seats.
1 selfish man + two seat = no sense of respect for the elderly!
argh! hope next time nobody will offer his a seat when he's old!

2007-03-29T06:57:00.001-07:00

One Year, Six Months.

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

Field trip to malaysia!

2007-03-11T03:29:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 6.10am when i'm suppose to report to school at 6.30!
i was late! i rush everything and manage to get to school by 6.35
it was fun! hahas.. look at the photo!

2007-03-08T06:11:00.000-08:00

i cried 3 time today! OH my Goodness gracious!
today is my first time praying out aloud in school!
GUO QIANG! you're the man!
Dont be afraid! stand stronger and be a champion!
=) nite!

2007-03-06T02:52:00.000-08:00

GREAT! another fatal blow!
today i got back my CA1 result.
i did expect to failed 5 subject!
forget la!

cross 'COUNTRY' day!

2007-03-05T02:55:00.000-08:00

desmond! Boo! i'm in top 30 position in cross country!
like that? muahahas! =)
and remember i will run for you and not her!
actually i'm quite disappointed about i can't get into top 20.
i didn't pace myself! how can i just sprint at the start!
i'm a idiot!
friendship is something that make me break down,
why can't we people give in to one another?
why must we quarrel over small stuff?
chill man! i'm tired!
she's not replying my sms anymore!
i'm tired, forget it~
i had enough! =(

thanks miss tan! for the treat at seoul garden!
and here are some of the photo!

2007-03-02T07:16:00.000-08:00

homeworks, homeworks AND MORE HOMEWORKS!
HW:
1) new in class (comprehension)
2) prepare for wordpower test
must complete- Vocab item bank worksheets
-kingsway Ex
-GM Essay pub& TYS
-3-5 versatile essay
-grammer exbook 5
-straits times readup
-find the meaning & learn vocab
3) chinese compo
chinese letter writing
correction.
4)D&T
- develop ideas and draw the picture out
5)social studies
- source-based question
6) Guang Yang Prelim 2005
- 5 year series
pg 125 & 130
- maths paper 1
- continual assemssment paper
- Prelim 2006 revision

there'll be more to come..
never ending of homeworks..

i'm having headache recently,
maybe due to the food poisoning i had on last friday.
teachers are throwing pile and pile of hw at us,
i really dont know what to do.
everyday wake up at 6.00 go to school,
end school at 3.30-3.45.
after that do hw with my friends till 11.00
when i reach home, take a shower and do my homework again.
and on thursday i did a very stupid thing.
i wonder if she's angry with me?
i'm very tired!!! i'm breaking down soon. =(

2007-02-26T06:43:00.000-08:00

spare me from English lesson will ya?
I'm so tired!
the feeling of falling sick is not good,
i can't believe how hardworking am i.
studying till night everyday..
i will do all this just for you! =)

2007-02-21T04:09:00.000-08:00

It was then that i saw her ,
a bright flower amidst the monotonous sea of dull uniforms in the school.
My heart start to beat faster.
Maybe going to school was not such a bad prospect after all!

2007-02-19T19:57:00.000-08:00

LOVE IS ALL AROUND - 04/06/1994
15 weeks at #1 - 37 weeks on chart

I feel it in my fingers I feel it in my toes Love is all around me And so the feeling grows
It’s written on the wind It’s everywhere I go, oh yes it is
So if you really love me Come on and let it show
You know I love you, I always will My mind’s made up by the way that I feel
There’s no beginning, there’ll be no end ‘Cause on my love you can depend

I see your face before me As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me In everything I do, oh yes I do You know I love you, I always will My mind’s made up by the way that I feel
There’s no beginning, there’ll be no end ‘cause on my love you can depend Got to keep it moving

Oh It’s written in the wind Oh everywhere I go, yeah, oh well
So if you really love me, love me, love me Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show Come on and let it
Come on and let it (come and let it show, baby) Come on, come on, come on let it show baby
Come on and let it show Come on and let it show, baby Come on and let it show =)

2007-02-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

school life is always tiring! why ain't i studying hard?
it's just not that right feeling,
i'm so tired! overloading myself with thing.
i really can't cope! should i drop out of school?
i'm not a son either, been so rude to my parent.
damn! ='(

2007-02-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

Crap! January have zoom pass me without me noticing it.
this week have rather been busy week for me,
as usual i had my normal lesson followed by my remedial.
so i was usually reach home at about evening time.
but something happen on Thursday!
my morale, pride, fame and reputation = 0%
it totally ruined my mood for this whole week!
everyone is guessing what am i talking about, right?
but i can't say. =X sorry guys!

2007-01-29T02:24:00.000-08:00

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around!
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over me

2007-01-28T04:09:00.000-08:00

everything have its limit?
so lately, i've been wondering
what do i need in my life to keep me moving?
i can't go on like this.
i've gotta let out what's inside
Yeah, well can i get it right?
living in shadows, faded existence?
it was never good enough.
my heart let me find that truth makes a better man.

2007-01-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?
another one ending once again

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

finally i found out what i need the most. =(

2007-01-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

it's total madness!
homeworks for today:
1)Vocab item bank assessment
2)vocabulary phrase book
3)write out the storyline for the essay
4)compo correction
5)essential english usage& grammer
6)study the entire page of vocabulary of criticism & prasie
(it's 100 words!)
7) chinese workbook correction!
8)social studies essay writing!

it's killing me for sure..
totally sadistic!
no.1,2,3and5 will be homework for everyday!
there will definitely be aleast 4 hw till march is over!
i'm not that resilient!
how optimistic can i be when there's so much work to be done? =(

2007-01-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

come on, come on!!!
damn you,
ONG BOON TECK!!!
you gonna focus on your studies!!!!
jia you!!!

2007-01-24T01:19:00.000-08:00

aww man! the class is so "toooot"
the clock tend to move so slowly,
i'm sick and tired of you!
You make all food bitter.
You’re the mold on cheese.
stop bossing people around!
if you think that you are that good,
then you be the monitress!
You’re all the troubles happening in the class!
so shut your big fat mouth up!
it's just too jarring to my ears.

2007-01-21T04:31:00.000-08:00

today was FUN !!!!
we went for jamming!!!
who we have on:
DRUM?!?!?!
LUN TAT!
KEYBOARD?
RONALD!
BASS?
JEREMY!
GUITAR?
DARYL!
VOCAL??
ME!?!?!?!
opps!
why me?
cause actually liang fu want me to play guitar but i'm not very sure with the chords.
so i didn't play! hahas..
so in the end, i sing and sing and sing..
and
opps i went off key!
but i really enjoy beening the lead singer..
the feeling is like a worshipe leader leading a band.. WOO!
i WANT jamming session every week!
i'm going to practice playing the guitar so i can play well!
hahas.. =)

2007-01-18T04:17:00.000-08:00

i'm more and more tired of schooling..
it's just more than what i can handle!
BT= cca leader, class monitor, NE rep and cip gem!
huang lao shi: wen de , you must help out in the class decoration..
BT: orh..
mrs lim: boon teck, you have decorate your NE message corner..
BT:orh
classmate X: eh! why BT nvr do anything de?!?!?
only sit there and slack?
never set good example for the class?
please la! i'm taking three class roles lor!
i'm only one person! i need to do three people jobs!
i'm only a man.. and i'm in bad mood!
i still stay back everyday to help out with the class decoration!
i have a choice to go home and rest..
but i didn't.. i feel that i'm breaking down real soon!
i really need to have a quiet and peaceful time all by myself..
i can't inch my way through this year..
i need to think fast, act fast and move fast!
i wish i can just step down from everything..
just study at peaceful cormer and pass my exam well..
i really wanna strive for the best!
but only if i work hard.. so ..
JIA YOUjia youJIA YOU!!!

2007-01-16T04:57:00.001-08:00

today after school ian, cheng yeen and i went to parkway to get some photo.
we need to wait for an hour to get the photo develop
so we went for a walk..
after that we went to kfc to eat our dinner.
suddenly i receive a sms..
and i was stunned..
everything tend to stop..

it's the worst day of my life!
i'm tired of everything!
why can't i wait even if it's not worth it?
it's my choice! my life!
what you've say just now, it reall affects me.

after that we talk about smoking..
a friend of mine was trying to smoke..
what's so nice about smoking?
cool?
if 7 out of 10 ppl smoke?
is 3 ppl cool or the 7 people who are cool?
so dont try smoking!

oh my goodness gracious.. i'm going to be insane!
i'm facing lots and lots of problem!
i need time!!! SAVE ME!!!

2007-01-04T03:31:00.002-08:00

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